bonus!!!

April = performance bonus = more pay = shopping = holiday-ing!

heh.

not quite just yet... i've still (looks at fingers and starts counting...) o yes, 7 more weeks excluding the one that's about to start.

ok so i've looked at business degrees, mass comm degrees, journalism, language studies....social work, psychology and last but not least the free and easy degree in special education and i still can't make up my mind. part of me wants to get this done and over with; study now or never. part of me wants to ensure i make a proper choice and not just a i'm gonna get a degree just coz i should and everyone else is doing it and there's also a part of me who is seriously considering my options i mean i don't wanna be stuck with a degree so specialize that should i ever decide to do anything else i wouldn't have anything to fall back on... but seriously... what else can i do? or what else DO i want to do rather?

the answer is simple.
i. don't. freaking. know.

there's also the other excuse - money. i don't have any to begin with so how do i get started on this degree? a loan? a sponsorship? rob a bank? a sugar daddy?

of coz 2 of the above options are available... i could get a bank loan i'm sure and if i do take up a special education degree, NCSS would gladly bond me over another blegh number of years and pay my entire education journey.

o god. why was i born with such an indecisive mind?

sometimes i wish i were one of those people who knew exactly what they wanted since they were kids.

sigh. alright as we approach the dateline to the applications at SIM my mind is still foggy from all this overwhelming decision making fiesta. everyone knows i suck at making these kind of decisions..probably one of the reasons why i had to retake my O levels.

skrew society. i'm gonna take this one fetus step at a time. so what if i'm the last one with a piece of paper that reads DEGREE to wipe my arse on?

pft. somehow this whole degree conversation sounds all too familiar.
my pay rise will have to wait.
i'm pre-occupied with my life at the moment.