..a little sick in the head

yesterday after work i went straight to the doctors instead of self medicating. i suppose it was the right thing to do as i felt my body breaking down.

i'm not sure why but i hate taking MC's for they leave me a sense of guilt or something...it's rather silly since half the time i whine and grit to get my butt to work.

i have to admit i do love my job to a certain extent but the youthful spirit in me still hates the routine of it all.

anyway, today was spent laying around high on medication.

*WARNING : may cause drowziness*

i got as far as 3pm after my first dose at noon. snoozed a little then watched some thai movie i got last weekend.

Jon came over to keep me company yet again since he came to see how i was doing yesterday as well. It wasn't pretty i must say... most of the time i spent wiping my nose and throwing it into the almost exploding bin of mucus covered tissues. In fact i was out cold before he left and didn't hear him creep out. He could have probably called the whole lion dance troop and i'd still be sleeping drugged out by the medicines.

Anyway,that was yesterday and today was better. i wasn't so drowsy and i'm about to take the last dose before bed. i believe i wouldn't need it tmr. let's keep our fingers cross.

my nose has skin peeling all around and my voice is still a shade of grey but i'm probably up to 80%.

so much for a valentine's day.

*hugs and kisses to all anyways*