I've been busy with my new job and all and I also had a craving for Indian food so i made arrangements to meet my old working mates at little India so we could enjoy some nice curry. Puri has got to be up there with Naan and Prata for me.
Anyway, we sat there talking over all these delicious food but somehow the situation felt strain. I missed my old work place and sitting around them made me miss it more. The children, the long school vacations and all the fun we had. Some of them even asked why i didn't want to return back to where i started, back to my old school. It tore my heart up. I'd love too but i really feel now's the time for me to try something new and as someone older, i had hoped that they would give me that support and encouragement yet it pained me more so when their reaction seemed like i had made the wrong choice.
I had begun to doubt myself when i absent-mindedly said,
well i've got to give it a try at least
and they all just agreed and that was that.
sigh.
It's going to be a good year... isn't it?
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