curse of the midnight

every morning i wake up slapping the alarm clock promptly at 5:30am and fall back to sleep till around 6am snoozing along the way every 10mins.

yes.

i'm one of those people.


every afternoon after work, i tell myself... today. today, i am going back early but end up in the staff room or heading out for lunch with work friends then i end up at home around 6pm.

every evening, before i shove dinner down, i mentally prepare to do some exercise since i haven't done anything in a long while. i grow week and tired and then end up having dinner and showering without doing anything so much as lifting the remote control for the tv.

every night around 10pm i tell myself... in half an hour i will turn the com off, pack my bag and leave the rest of my work for tmr. The clock will scream 11:45pm and i'll still be at the com wondering around facebook and journals.

every late late night, i lie in bed and i tell myself, Shit. it's already past midnight i need to be up in less than 5hours.

sigh.

and the cycle continues.

story of my life.