Sunday, February 15, 2009

valentine's day...

smelentine's day.

i hate walking around seeing everyone all lovey-dovey with their roses in their hands or some other fancy huge ass stuff toy. i find it totally ridiculous and i can't help but roll my eye so far back they might just come off and roll around on the floor for you.

when i was younger and very much single i thought great another day to see more public display of attention and then growing up and actually receiving flowers caused me to try and make my crushes jealous but still now older and wiser i just find the entire day a waste of time and money... no?

anything to dig out a present from your other half?

blegh.

i'd rather get presents and surprises on any other day when i don't expect it... thus the word "suprises" maybe?

besides...I panic at the sight of mushy stuff and i stammer and freak when people try to get to know me better. i hate getting too emotional in front of people i don't really know and usually people i don't really want to know. i do have some close circle of friends who we pour and whine our days away but still i tend to feel guarded since my mouth always get me into trouble and friends tend to disappear after a while.

i'm not some valentine's day grinch... nor do i find joy in a depress and quarrelling couple i just find it too ....

well too pathetically hollywood-ish,
fancy smancy,
pink and red,
with tiny hearts all over it.

2 comments:

Bren said...

this ma come a little too late..but will u b my valentine??? hahahah...haven't seen u in a looooong time. wer hv u disappeared to??

jEssica said...

honestly i dunno. i've been everywhere. hehe.

see you at church i guess!