Sunday, March 2, 2008

physically rested but mentally tired

i've been so busy even though there were 29 days in feb to kinda slow everyone down into march, i still made it to march without realizing it.

yup once again it's time to tear off that February page in your calenders.

last Thursday, i met up with some old friends. it was pretty nice to catch up once again but you come to realize that when you grow older you loose all these friends in the hustle and bustle of your current life that suddenly when you gather together once again with these once upon a time "best" friends all you ever talk about is the past because you don't know each others present or future.

the past is something familiar. something we all remember and love to go back to and talk long hours about... but in reality we're just trying to escape what's right in front of us and once we head home to our separate little boxes and lay our heads down on fluffly pillows, the sun's gonna shine and we'll be heading to work in our zombie bodies all over again until someone plans another meet up just to remind ourselves we did use to enjoy life.

although, in my current state i dare say i am actually enjoying my tiring life. pack to the brim with, honestly i don't know wat, things.. yet it seems so little of this time that i spent with my old friends that i do miss their valuable company but know that now as we're older it's never gonna be easy to maintain the same relationship we use to share.

happy birthday Luke and if i'm gonna miss the rest of your birthdays...happy birthday till you're old and grey.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

heheh i love that song u hv on!! hahaha its so cute and like the kinda song we cld hv made up on our own! just like how we used to do it when we were young!

-Pam

jEssica said...

yea it's from the Juno soundtrack. gotta love that show..